KVr - Too Late lyrics

[Intro] I've been going through a lot of decisions in life They are usually hard for me because I am pretty hesitant And I am under so much stress when I know I gotta finally decide Before it will be too late [Verse 1] Don't know which one is right What if I'll pick wrong, question torturing my mind I cannot accept, I cannot deny Cannot do nothing when I know I ain't have much time It's hard to describe what I feel inside When I gotta choose to lose something from one kind To earn something from another, sacrifice what is mine And it's always haunting me and I don't know how to decide Being persecuted by thinking 'bout possible loss Ain't no more undisputed when not knowing the possible cost Always sayin' "pick whatever" but when I be standin' on cross-roads I be thinkin' forever, that's what I be hatin' the most How does it even create and is it my fate and why am I so damn obssessed? Tormenting thoughts circulatin' and my mind is fadin' because of being always stressed And it is not even Satan, it's all what I've made and I'm shocked that I've done all this mess And I must take over my mind or else someday I will put myself into eternal rest [Chorus] Never could do it straight Never could decide, could only complicate But at least I know I gotta get out from that state Before it will be too late On the track I can accelerate But does it even matter when my mind suffocate It's time to cut the noose and vanquish my self-hate Before it will be too late [Verse 2] Cannot strictly prove Where I want to move I really disapprove All my doubts but I know I can't remove What I will do and that makes it tough For me to choose, think 'bout it even rough I was never good in this selection stuff And...damn, I really have enough I'm sick of being forced to hurry in every case Why I have to do this? I don't wanna be in that chase Because nobody gonna win this whole race When the darkness will start to embrace You can say I don't look like I need that much space Do you think you've ever seen the real me lookin' at my face Again I am thinkin' that I'm close to suffer from disgrace And I think I really gotta for some time leave this place Who wanna replace me? [Chorus] [Verse 3] Thinkin' a while about being a rapper and why would I wanna be back on the track Thinkin' a while about being a chopper and why would I wanna just deck and then wreck All the beats that I found awesome, I'm throwin' these syllables in a split second attack Spit 'em all outta my mouth and I bring it to you by my flow like a MAC and I check Checkin' the microphone through this whole album makin' my mind bit close to break or to crack When I be writin' these songs and I always wanna do my best and just wreck, not be whack I love to do weird things wit' the words so if you will see me hijack and then drag Sentences from my brain vocabulary then you will know that I will hack 'em and stack When I be keepin' up that verbal stream and when I'm preparin' the next to arrive I will tell you all I'm chasin' my dream but as always there must be people who strive To bring me down sayin' there won't be cream from this, that I rap too fast...I cut that strife And I keep goin' to reach that lightbeam to get out from darkness where I used to dive Not lettin' humiliate me by no one but myself, tell me why I've Been thinkin' about things not up-to-date and why even then I am fully alive Must decide before it will be too late to save for me much more time of my life At least I have pa**ion for music, cause it lets me survive [Chorus x2]