KuyaChris - First Love lyrics

[Intro] Forever in my mind, only you Do you believe in love? You're my first love, forever in my mind Do you remember? [Verse 1] Perfection, seemed to be what we were blessed with Thinking about what we would name our next kid While we daydreamed about living decades together Overusing words like "I'll love you forever" Never, will I let you go, type of flow Bonnie and Clyde on the drive through the open roads Shotgunnin' blasting' my soul, finally felt at home I should just be me, authentically, is what you showed Bringing out my character, fake ma**acred On stage, the role I played, living happier days I relayed thoughts of beauty and pain While you kept me calm by repeating my name No more childhood shame It's insane, the sanity I gained From this puppy type of love that grew up into a Great Dane Such a freight train, hauling away the baggage From my fake days into the next phase [Break] You're my first love, do you remember when we were in love? Cause I remember You're my first love, forever in my mind [Verse 2] It's a brand new day, but her memory remains Lingering on, though I try to erase Her face, her name, the childlike grace It's a blessing and a curse that's regrettably stained By my personal blame for playing a game With only physical gains occupying my brain Though I fly off in planes and travel the plains The wonders of this world don't reach the same plane as this plain Jane She deserves more than the 8th name, as I wander and chase fame As I ponder and pave ways to re-right the wrongs of my history It's a mystery to me as how she lays claim To the inner parts of my membrane Eternalized in my heart and my bed frame She's the best strain, burning up the other dames Will these dark clouds around ever fade? [Break] You're my first love Could you forgive me for all that I've done? You're my first love, forever in my mind I apologize [Verse 3 / Outro] I'm sorry for the way I treated you in the end I destroyed the memory and story of two friends You didn't do anything wrong, though I turned away the gifts you gave Disrespecting a blessing in exchange, for what? Superficial caressing, non-Bilblical undressing? Now my mind is stressing from my lack of confession So I put down in song this apology letter Righting my wrongs in hopes that the future memories get better I hope your future memories are better Forever in my mind, only you