Kurt A. Wagner - The Ending lyrics

{Produced by Kurt Rock} [Verse 1] Sitting here in the dark My mind is racing like a car I'm thinking about the good times I ask God where they are I even ask God how did I make it this far I dont think my life is getting better instead getting more scars Looking out from the far distance of how the hell did I end up in this position that God put me in Honestly dont give a f** about wealth Instead God I'm asking you for help and... (Long breath) [Hook] Today I'm feeling white trash [Verse 2] Finding out sh** and getting older sh** The older I get the better I get The dumber you get the wiser I get Not one line that I regret It ain't no secret Im honest about my sh** I speak my mind The Constitution has the Bill of Rights Which the first is Freedom of Speech so b**h I'll use it Use the lighter fluid in my bars to fuse it Cause my flows are fire Thinking how my life is like a roller coaster that has the most ups and downs on the planet Earth Is my lyrical ability a gift or a curse It is both It will make you choke and puke Or scream to get the f** off And tell the conductor to turn off the switch and you have to wait til the ride gets over Wait... Heaven or Hell God rung the bell No that ain't the fire you want The fire is in these bars Not stealing cars or getting locked up in bars Or selling a kilo Might get a mil Oh yeah right sh** Im sitting here on my iPhone sh** Im sitting here talking about Hip Hop sh** Same day as YelaWolf This is just the outro I don't want a hook I've been rapping for 3 years and it feels like so long My one revive and spark of energy I dont get from any other genre I dont need a career kickstart You will get shot at walmart buying this sh** Now you are going to get scared like this {REAL ATOMIC BOMB} Sue me