Kristofer Åström - Conjure me lyrics

If it's gonna happen...why does it have to happen to me Felt just like a pattern according to schedule it'll be Then you keep your lonely heart only for me to see I kept coming home only to see how lonely could be What was that you asked me? How could I answer something so free Did u find the meaning, was it the journey you thought it would be I kept to my lonely heart nothing could ever happen to me And you keep to your broken heart saying it is only misery And how could I be free? If you don't conjure me? I keep drinking myself to sleep.... Say you got the answer, why does it feel this way, why all the rain Give me my prescription why all the darkness, why all the pain And when will I be older or at least old enough to see Can you get me out of here, take me to anywhere but here And how could I be free if you don't conjure me I keep drinking myself to sleep...wee...rescue me