Kristian Valen - I surrender lyrics

Your scent is still on my pillow I pull it close to me Is this what it feels like to be free? Is it ok to fall apart? Wish you could see me now Helpless in the dark How could I get so close Yet so far away? I played with fire, babe And now I gotta pay Is it ok to fall apart? I tried so hard now To lose you from this heart Tonight – I surrender - no more a pretender Tonight – I'm finally letting go No more faking - come, come see me breaking Tonight – I'll finally let it show You kept the bravest smile While I pushed you away You got too close to me So I couldn't stay And look at me now - falling apart Are you here in spirit still Somewhere in the dark Tonight – I surrender - there is no more a pretender Tonight – I'm finally letting go No more faking - come, come see me breaking Tonight – I'll finally let it show You made me feel so good now But yet so scared Is it too late now? Tonight – I surrender - there is no more a pretender Tonight – I'm finally letting go Tonight - I surrender - there is no more pretender Tonight I'm finally letting go Now I'm finally letting go