Searching - for reality to hold on to Phobia - detonation without cause Terror - out of traumatic reaction Raging - symptom of a shattered past Restless soul on fire Schizophrenic grace Intense destructive energy Infectious like the plague Obsessive devastation Possession of your brain Suicidal subversive power Constant crisis of disorder Deeper - neurotic conflict inside Freezin - cold excessive force Empty - personality's mutating Slowly - self destructive systematic Damage of identity, derangement Paranoid, depression Past life trauma, tyrany Emptiness is shining in your eyes [Repeat first verse] [Repeat chorus]