Kotoko - サヨナラ・ジレンマ (SAYONARA DILEMMA, GOODBYE DILEMMA) lyrics

michibata ni sute rare te, jiyuu ni natta atashi konnanimo konnanimo kanashiku te namida mo de nai takusan no houseki toka oshare na resutoran da toka sonna mono ga hoshikatta wake ja nakatta noni ne tabako no kaori narezu niita kedo hontou wa suki datta anata no nioi itsuka konna yoru ni hitori kiri ni naru to naze ka sonna fuu na yokan shi te ta muri shi te soroe ta, togatta hiiru nugisute te mo migigawa o toorisugiru kaze wa, kokoro nurasu a~ kare wa nanimokamo wakatte ita no ka na watashi no naka ni sumu jirenma Ah~ hamidashi ta toumei na, yurusa reru hazu nai koto ga yukkuri to yukkuri to futari wo toozake te iku wa sorenari ni senobi mo sh**e tsuriatta tsumori no ' renoma ' hontouha kyuukutsu da to iisobire te ta supootsukaa yoru ni au no ga futsuu ni natte ta tama ni ha nichiyou mo ai takatta manshon no irikuchi itsumo sabishikatta miokuru watashi ni kiduka nai anata ichiban chikai you de tookatta, anata no kimochi sunao na omoi ha, ima, jibun o sasae te iru a~ sugu ni wasureru no? kono mama usure te ku, watashi no naka ni sumu jirenma Ah? muri shi te soroe ta, togatta hiiru nugisute te mo migigawa o toorisugiru kaze ha, kokoro nurasu a~ kare wa nanimokamo wakatte i ta no ka na watashi no naka ni sumu jirenma Ah~