Koroded - Infestatio lyrics

I'm afflicted with nothing but myself Now I'm feeding my bed bucks again and again Paralysed by thoughts of lead deep within How much of my time did I spend like this Could I have one of these wasted days back again Shadow without a man where is the rest of me A vast surging ocean - as deep and wide as my soul I'm descending deeper - living there apnoe Black-eyed girls, ghosts from the past they keep on pursuing me Now and then visit me - gently k** in my dreams There are faces that make me go insane There is a life I never had All the lies I told myself Broke the will to defeat the enemy deep within All my personal demons appear again As she talks with a voice that I cannot resist Trapping misleading it's taking the best of me The greatest of all fears is laying her arms around me My save home taken away there is no more place to be Still I feel the warmth of the sun deep within me tonight But it can't ease the pain it can't melt the ice inside Thoughts run amok deep within myself I'm on my way straight into nothingness I've been waiting, hesitating wasting too much time Black-eyed girls, ghosts from the past they keep on pursuing me Now and then visit me k** me softly in my dreams You are my destination