Korn - k** You lyrics

Living life, don't you cry. my life -- pain is god. Many nights, painful thoughts occur. love me -- again i'm wrong. In denial i tried to be your friend. i tried to be a good boy. All i see, a hate deep inside. startle me, someone save me. Now these memories Still i hide They bury me All i want to do.... (you are not my real mother) Is k** you.... (so i beat and stab and f** her) Looking back i was never ever right. you were my step mom who always wanted me out of your sight. i would come walkin' in and i'd say, "hello," but you'd slap me and make some f**ed-u Ment about my clothes. but i tried to let it pa**, but the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your a** laying dead. so i popped some more caps in your a**. now your son is such a -- motherf**ing b**h never try to play me! You make my life -- not so.... All i want to do.... Is k** you.... All i want to do.... (you are not my real mother) Is k** you.... (so i beat and stab and f** her) Wish! you! were dead! now! How.... i know How can i cry over someone i never loved? How can i cry over someone i never loved? Never loved.... never loved