Korn - Trapped Underneath The Stairs lyrics

I'm drowning and sedated Patiently Awaiting For my mind to really come down I'm afraid of being hated Cuz I'm so Jaded Not like everybody somehow Trapped underneath the stairs Dealing with the fears Constantly it's silent and loud I am who I am There's nothing I can do I try to hide it and it keeps breaking through I feel the world so different than any one of you Remember who you are There's nothing you can do I'm constantly debating Why I'm always playing Walking around with my head down I don't want to be like anyone What the f** could I have done? To deserve this terror somehow Trapped underneath the stairs Dealing with the fears Constantly it's silent and loud I am who I am There's nothing I can do I try to hide it and it keeps breaking through I feel the world so different than any one of you Remember who you are There's nothing I can do I'm not like 'em Can't hide what I am Like it or not I push it down it comes back again The Medicine stopped working long ago I am my problem Inside has nowhere to go [X5] Nowhere to f**in' go! I am who I am There's nothing I can do I try to hide it and it keeps breaking through I feel the world so different than any one of you Remember who you are There's nothing I can do You're always stuck with you [X2]