I'm feeling mean today Not lost, not thrown away Just irritated and quite hated Self control breaks down Why's everything so tame? I like my life insane I'm barricading and debating Who I'm gonna kick around Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you Right now, I can't control myself, I f**ing hate you I'm feeling cold today Not hurt, just f**ed away I'm devastated and frustrated God I feel so bound So when I feel the need I think it's time to bleed I'm gonna cut myself A watch the blood Hit the ground Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you Right now, I can't control myself, I f**ing hate you You open your mouth again I swear I'm gonna break it You open your mouth again My God I cannot take it Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f** you up Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f** you up Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f** you up Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f** you up Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f** you up Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll f** you up Right now, can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you Right now, I feel it scratch inside, I wanna slash and beat you Right now, I rip apart the things inside that excite you Right now, I can't control myself, I f**ing hate you I f**ing hate you, I f**ing hate you I f**ing hate you, I f**ing hate you! I f**ing hate you (Shut up) I f**ing hate you (Shut up) I f**ing hate you (Shut up, shut up)