Korn - Need To (live) lyrics

I I am confused Fighting myself Wanting to give in Needing your help Skin cold with fear Feel it when we touch Outside I don't know you But inside I'm fine Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch Each day confronted with what I have done You pull me closer I push you away You tell me it's okay I can't help but feel the pain I hate you Why are you taken? I love you I feel so helpless Why is it you? Ripping my insides each time I lay with you Why do I cry? Why do I really need to? Why Why Why Why f** you, b**h Why Need to Need to Need to f** f** f** f** I hate you Why are you taken? I love you I feel so helpless Why is it you? Ripping my insides each time I lay with you Why do I try? Why do I f**in' need to? f** f** f** f** f** f** f** s*ut