Konvictt The ThrowAway Kid - Relationship Issues (Freestyle) lyrics

I been done wrong in this relationship You can wear my shoes, but will your laces fit You only bring me down when I'm raising up And I do what I can, but it ain't enough And if I show you I love you, I ain't so tough And if I show you nothing, then we're breaking up I swallowed a lot of pride, I inflated my gut The pieces are now broken, and I lay in a cut Home alone with alcohol, and the pain, it just s**s My whole life outta me, and it's making me nuts I'm about to die 'cause of this, someone bring me a tux I love myself, but it seems that I hate my own guts When I think of you and I, suicide coincides I don't wanna lose you to another guy I don't want pain and misery to define what we have, who we are Just take a little time For yourself, and clean your little mind If you still love me, show me a little sign I don't wanna be the bad guy, no I don't wanna be that guy, no I've had your back since day one There's not a girl who compares, nope, there ain't one Let me draw you a picture, let me paint one If all the women just died, I wouldn't save one I wouldn't calm you, that would be a fake one I want you and only you, no I ain't done Man I love you, more than you can imagine I can sit inside of a mansion, money piled up And I'd still be throwing tantrums Still be depressed, still be obsessed with your laugh, hon I can't fathom that we once worked back Now we're just packing up things and acting like we never had been What kind of crap is that, I'm sick of twisting my back the other way around Looking like a pretzel for your love, you a**hole I'm about to pop a vessel inside of my damn skull Sitting here, crying for a girl who don't care 'Bottle after bottle, thinking it's no fair I don't deserve the crap that I hold here Hate, and your damn cold stare that you give me