Konvictt The ThrowAway Kid - Finally Smile Again (Relationship) lyrics

Sometimes It might be to late to make that one change for that one person So you gotta change yourself and be ready for the next one Keep your head up [Verse 1: Konvictt] You said you wouldn't give up on us just a week ago Now your heart beat is beating is beating so below freezing cold And I'm left out in the dark, in the freezing snow I have a leaking soul And my car no speed control Going 120 on the freeway getting drunk screaming no Swerving, switching lanes, blurry vision, bleeping hoes Tears falling down my cheeks like a leaky hose My friends told me to move on what the freak they know Flashbacks of me and you when we first met I'm crying as I'm writing this, babe cause it hurts I said to myself she deserves best I'ma give everything she deserves, yes But i fell short in the process And now i can't process the outcome of my nonsense I caused problems like 9 kids in detention Didn't think she'd leave I could have prevented the situation by being a little more respective God dam i didn't intend to cause harm to her ment-a-lly i wasn't meant to be this with with you Now i sit and grieve for the things i did to you I don't wanna live I don't wanna breath I don't wanna talk I don't wanna see anybody, I'm a misery I'm stressed, I feel lost and i don't know whats next for me I'm depressed Just wake me up when there's no rain drops When the clouds are gone and the pain stops When the suns shining and i can smile again When the suns shining and i can smile again When the suns shining and i can smile again I can finally can smile again till the day I pray the day I can smile again