Kon'science - Bigger Picture lyrics

Dear Mama I'm not tryna be rude But damn another day we ordering Chinese food f** , go to my homies house Hear my stomach making noise Hearing sirens from the boys I got 5 dollars & a quarter He offered me food but I ask for water Ima bout to go cop a nick So i can get high as sh** To get rid of these feelings That I'm dealing with But as soon as I come down It's like there it is (Negative Thoughts) ...like you can't get ride of me You need something stronger I know you love that Hennessy Greasy chicken from Kennedys f** this music sh** n***a You can't even rap Nobody from the ville Ever made to the map Better off getting a gat They didn't listen to Pac (R.I.P 2Pac) You better fall back Cause they splitting wigs for a stack They'll never see the bigger picture Thats how i like it n***a Girls f**ing up their future For n***as that making figures I even made Marvin father (R.I.P Marvin Gaye) Pull the trigger n***a You better look around & get familiar You tryna live your dreams Ima make sh** get realer (Gotta Think Positive) ...I sat back thinking maybe I should quit They want me to lose But this life is a gift So I'm not winning sh** Just tell it how it is & go about my biz Kushandbeatz is for the kids Improve on how you live Love is everything Everything else fake That's why I'm feeling great Cause my heart never hate The first to help you Are the ones who knows How it feels to fall down So the first day I've been done To take over with these sounds From the underground What should I do now?