Konphlicted - Depraved Lore lyrics

[Verse 1] Sometimes I feel my mind's in a trap that I just can't get out Am I adequately defined by these rhymes I spit out Had enough of these f**s tryna tinker with my mind So the next time I find these swine Hitting them in they pig snout Your kind ain't allowed in my vicinity It's taking everything I have Not to cripple extremities, seriously Enemies surrounding me I don't even deserve But they nerve come into question When they sense that I'm disturbed but The evil inside of me try to purge But the flak that I've been taking's Awaking the demiurge, verbs With four letters come to mind but Instead I twist these rhymes Until every word in my lines shook Define crook, give nothing but take more Emphasis extreme cases to propagate this race war Place a woman's value on how well she plays the fake who*e A man's worth determined by how much he f**ing paid for Depraved Lore I find the confusion amusing abusing me losing myself I try to love but they misuse it I felt And on this hand I've been dealt Living in prison where my vision's contained The strain and pain'll drive you insane in this pitiful lane [Verse 2] Pivotal literal chains, physical spiritual rage I feel like an infant whose building blocks Is getting washed in the rain, caught in the flame Sick of this battle tryna paddle the shame It make me wanna grab a pistol empty clips to my face Seems like everybody that made it is fake So where does that leave me? And all my hard work just left me down in debt Feeling depressed and simply left with regret And the sh** just k**s me Now all that I can do is focus on my plan Knowing if I ever get the chance to advance It would be ill see? Is it a cosmic joke I choke just from the irony Tryna live with pride while fighting the wild lion inside of me Are my priorities twisted, dwelling on specifics When I should be lifted knowing I'm gifted But the curses since birth dispenses the hurt It spreads in my head the worthless urges Purpose what is it sh**, I'm wondering til I'm dead Dread [Verse 3] Feeling deprived when I'm living with the villain inside Like this is my a**a**ination Others living a lie I strive for emancipation Until I'm risen in skies Or whatever happens after you die I'm ready to fly, so sever the tie Never apologize for what I feel Like when lurking serpents surfaces Feeling urges to k** They ain't interested in sk**s and forsaking the real Only way that they can deal is with drinking and pills One minute the trap the next minute racking the mills Hearing these acting rappers like taking baths in nuclear spills f** a catchy hook look I'm tryna feed facts Most songs sixteen bars my scars exceed that But never focus on what others do I heed that And need to receive that as I proceed to bleed tracks But loving something you feel obliged to protect it And when you think its disrespected Swear to god if someone tries They better run through they mind a second time Instead of reckless lying vying to infect it Yo I need to chill check it…Man I'm tripping