Komplex - Flaws lyrics

[Verse 1] I've been spitting all night long My throat sore ! I don't know how much more I have to say, yo ! I been up here for a minute and I don't want to forget it I don't want to mistreat it I want to see my flaws deleted That's it ! When my grandmother died I didn't feel nothing I thought that I would feel something I'm a muthaf**a for that Cause I ain't even dropped a jot of tear on my And nobody had to tap me on my back My mother crying and I don't know what to do ?! "You really didn't and you don't, that's your flaw" that's the answer of my boo When I asked her "I didn't show any emotions? Or do I still do ?" Straight up ! No lie ! I ain't got no memories of that women So I have no reason to cry But lately I've been calling my grandpa a lot I don't want to make the same mistake I did with grandma I have to be less selfish And Pick the phone up Drive down South 25-373 that's my town That's where I was born That's where I'm really from But I'm the only one I will be rocking on this Mic Cause I'm repping me ! Not my home ! [Chorus]x2 These are all my flaws This is coming from a cave man I live in the dark And i expect rain and pain, man But i'm always eager to start The new road fighting for my soul Can't let my head hang low [Verse 2] I always keep myself on a distance, man Cause I always think that they have some vicious plans Against me they plot I'm feeling' like Henry Hill, coked up Paranoid, I don't enjoy any company I knew that the only solution for me Was my girl and it's working I'm less hurt much more into working My mind is getting better Cause when you'r lonely your mind shrink And you have all the cheddar But what's that for when you can't spend that Cause you understand that you don't really plan Keeping yourself alive for a longer moment Basically, sometimes I have moments I want to be left alone But I can't take loneliness And I want to hang with homies But I can't call them just like this Cause nobody in the world that I like And even if I might They won't come around to hang around like this Cause they see I call them only when I see it fit But it ain't a suit it don't lay good I'd rather be here with my mic lay good Vocals on beats... But no vocal to talk to when everybody's away I don't pick my phone up neither Cause when you pick it up too many times People start calling and I ain't fine with that either It's my flaw that I'm asocial But my flow shows I have no sk**s in a talk, yo! I like this flaw but it leads to being depressed Bout my future cause I don't want to be a part of a social world I'm 1 Deep that means 1 friend, 1 girl and 1 me ! It counts for three(free) And cause of that I'm free from all of that I mean Homies calling and wanting to hang with me I don't know if I want to be none of that ... We gon' see [Chorus]x2 These are all my flaws This is coming from a cave man I live in the dark And i expect rain and pain, man But i'm always eager to start The new road fighting for my soul Can't let my head hang low [Verse 3] I fly to my cuckoo nest I drive-by all the stress I ride around without my vest I try to get the rhyme that's best I'm divine although depressed By receiving no checks Gotta hold onto my breath I always want to confess Always want to f**ing rest Always want to f**ing press Push it to manifest That actually I am blessed I help those who can't shake I help those who do shake Without a dose or a few grams And I got family That's the only thing that I don't hate [Chorus]x2 These are all my flaws This is coming from a cave man I live in the dark And i expect rain and pain, man But i'm always eager to start The new road fighting for my soul Can't let my head hang low