I-I can't believe you left me, and abandoned the plan Started all over, replaced me with another man I stood by you, wh-when it all turned to sh** Now this is unforgivable and it's time to call it quits This is it, you meant more to me, th-than the heavens and the stars Now I might spend forever behind seventeen bars These scars haven't healed, time ain't fixed a thing N-now I'm gonna handle mine, and tried to numb the sting And since we have kids I know right where you live B-but I'll wait 'til they're at school, before I decide to give Into temptation, so I'm patiently waitin' Sittin' down in your basement, back and forth and I'm pacin' And now, it's just you, me, and my hate I creep up the stairs determined to start our final date You seem irate to see me so I reach for the heater Started firin', finally I'm even with the cheater Th-th-the alarm goes off, I stretch out and yawn I look out the window, smile, it's a new dawn I put my shoes on and my same old threads When I get to school... I-I'm gonna turn heads Didn't get much sleep last night but that's alright I'm about to be a trend setter and reach new heights I've got one in my sight, but I ain't tryin' to fight To be honest, I'm nervous, anxious, and uptight But no time for that, c-'cuz now I'm walkin' the halls Kids and teachers litter the school, it's almost wall to wall I catch a glimpse of the victim, I make out the call After I yell out his name... my heart begins to fall He looks right in my eyes, to my surprise I walk right up to him, and my pulse begins to rise "Hey, I've been a bully and I need to apologize" From under his coat he slit my throat, I met my demise I-I've got nothin' left, I smell like d**h I'm a waste of breath, I'm on my last step After this tragedy, I'm never lookin' back I need a place to rest my weary head instead of this shack I-I wouldn't call it that, it's just some tarp strung together It'll never get better, I can't storm the weather Thought I was tougher than leather, someone so clever Lost it, an alcoholic... c-couldn't handle the pressure Now I'm a spector, a ghost of who I used to be I'm skin and bones, and dingy clothes And f** you, I'm hungry E-everything I was died many years ago I've got no tears to show, just anger, and fear that grows I walk around the block, and start my devious plot I want three hots and a cot, motherf**er ready or not I stepped up and approached the victim without caution Smashed his head in with a brick, 'cuz prisons a better option