[Intro: Joka] Yeah I just I just need a second You know what im saying? To tell ya'll n***as how I feel Yeah [Verse 1: Joka] Im sorry if I didn't greet all ya'll/ Or shout you out over the all call/ But im just adjusting the roster/ To an all star team so we can all ball/ And damn I swear it ain't enough to go around/ Pa**ing out smiles/ And in return I get frowns/ Roller coaster ride/ I paid the cost for up & downs/ Im seriously being open now/ Im always lost for words/ Looking for a certain person, place or thing/ But theres no proper nouns/ Being lost is being found/ In my own way/ And I can try to find sunshine all day/ And happiness is on the wall placed/ Just a picture/ That I pa** everyday/ In the hallway/ On my way to my room/ I need my own space/ Since tom sold mine/ To rudolph whats his face/ I dont know man/ His name slips me/ But instaed of expressing myself/ I play simply/ Simple minded people get attention needed clearly/ More then we get for being capable of thinking/ The minds a terrible thing to waste/ And revenge is a more terrible thing to taste/ Because if we ever win I'mma shove it in they face/ But in the end is it really my place/ To say/ [Hook: T.O & Joka] f** ya'll n***as/ I stand on my own two/ Im a motherf**ing winner/ And I did it without you/ [Verse 2: T.O] Real sh** I don't like none of y'all/ Yall betrayed my trust/ When you were involved/ With me and my circle/ Y'all were all close friends/ Now f** all of y'all/ Have you ever gave more then you gained/ Felt pain/ Unintentionally/ Strained yo' brain trying to keep sane/ Now im left confused/ Mentally/ Where's the loyalty?/ Does it exist ?/ A lot of people claim to be/ But that don't mean sh**/ Cause if you not/ There's no value/ In your friendship/ So I abandoned/ A lot of n***as off the ship cause it was sinking/ While yall was laughing/ I was thinking/ And stood strong/ So I'mma work hard to put my team on/ But my whole team gone/ [Hook] [Outro: T.O] How Was That?