Kodie Osborne - Contemplation lyrics

[Verse 1] Hood rappers be talking bout' k**ing cops, how they got a Glock how they sell crack rock Me I rap about the real struggle about how life gets and I'm not being subtle I would rap about friends and hoes but i got none, probably would if I had some This next line is for the people that think I'm dumb, bout' to go off like I'm Kevin Flum; Yo, grew up a screw up that was before I blew up giving all you haters something to chew up, all you people have no damn of how hard I work All my life I've been treated just like dirt, got money on my mind and blood on my shirt, I keep doing this sh** so I do not get hurt and I don't go to parties cause I'm an introvert So imma keep on doing this sh** just like i choose, if you're going to play the game then I think you're going to lose [Interlude] What is pleasure..? What is pain..? Please tell me how these things got in my brain [Verse 2] Lonely nights in my room the only light is my phone, please close the door i just want to be alone like.. (no one is available to take your call, please leave a message after the tone *BEEP*) Maybe then I would actually have friends, maybe then I could actually afford a Benz My music I hope it never offends, thinking about the overall message it sends, boyfriend, girlfriend, bestfriend Similarities they all have an end Life will never go the way that I intend, need love I've got some that mends, and the beat it helps me get over all this stress It helps let me know that my life could be the best, and lately ive been smiling more and crying a bit less Makes me feel like one day I could be better then the rest