Kodak Black - My Cousin lyrics

[Intro] My cousin just text me and sh** (Yeah Free BG, rest in peace ?) He said, “I just got wet up sitting in my car this morning Cuzzo I got hit one time but i’m good though, just letting you know before these n***as k** me I love you to d**h and forever. Let me live on as a real sniper [Hook/Chorus] My cousin just got hit up today, I want to slide though Even though I’m on house arrest, I want to ride though But I go to prison I know my mama’ll cry though He told me I’m just telling you I love you before I die though [Verse 1] I’m in the studio right now, I’m on album mode I wanna get suited up and tooted up on sniper mode Every time a n***a get focused, it be some f** sh** It throw me off my pivot and make me get on my thug sh** Last year my cousin got hit up and got kidnapped I wasn’t even there but you know a n***a handle that Hit him up again this year and I ain’t feeling that I’m throwed right now cause I don’t know where my feelings at I don’t know if want to rap or want to pop a cap But I know you n***as want to see me go right back But this sniper gang sh** in me I’m living like that You n***as about to make me relapse, I’m feeling like that [Hook/Chorus] My cousin just got hit up today, I wanna slide though Even though I’m on house arrest, I wanna ride though But I go to prison I know my mama’ll cry though He told me I’m just telling you I love you before I die though [Verse 2] Soldier like mentality Going through these tragedies Don’t wanna see me happily Rather see me raggedy They don’t wanna see me get a bag, they wanna bag a G But I go on a clapping spree and murk ya whole family I guess a n***a kept it too real, that’s why they mad at me Sitting back thinking right now I’m smoking Grabba Leaf n***a went from wearing baggy jeans to dressing casually From being on the newspaper, now I’m on magazines I’m chopping it up with Master P, told me keep God first We doing venues now, selling out concerts I’m trying to keep a tunnel vision, trying to see it his way But I got blood in my eyes I’m tired of seeing this way I can’t even sleep skraight, even on the Tempurpedic Why I’m stilling going through it, why I’m still fighting demons n***as call you p**y when you focused and avoiding sh** We getting this money for no reason, n***a trying to enjoy this sh** I got a lil boy and sh**, and I don’t wanna leave dude Cause they’ll trick him like they did me, that’s what these skreets do n***as outchea playing gangsta and playing police too I seen the paperwork and that’s why they don’t kick it like we do That’s the same reason you couldn’t come home to seafood Been moving funny but a n***a just couldn’t read you Beat was been over with, looped it cause I love this beat Looting for my cousin and my n***as who in custody I’m feeling like its my fault, feel like it’s because of me Was tryna soak the industry, I already thugged the streets Did my thing a couple nights, I already earned my stripes Deeper than rap, they f**ing with me cause I’m about that life You know I’m head first, big cuz, that’s why you called me man But if I go to jail again, my mama she gone wash her hands I’m innovating how to play it but it’s still a slim chance Cause you will sink in the sand in the game without a plan [Outro] Aye I swear to god cuz when you called me dog And you told me that sh** dog I said f** everything House arrest whatever, you know what I’m saying? I went to looking for my AR I couldn’t find it you know what I’m saying You know I f** with them AR’s and sh** Dracos too heavy and sh** Draco’s get too hot That AR got the cooling center, the heat sensor, know what I’m saying with the scope with the crosshair And sh** I guess it wasn’t meant to be