Kod - Shadow of my Life lyrics

Shawn Arson [Verse 1] Half deaf my vision stronger I see through n***as when they ain't honest Guess when you losing(lose in) a sense, you gaining (gain in) a sense But when you lose innocence n***as gain interest quick No longer a virgin so n***as wanna hit So my ex send a text like what you tell ya friends Thinks I never cared for her, told me go to hell Said i was just there with you Heres what I'm currently dealing with Tryna UNDER stand got me OVER thinking it Every story got two sides, but a narrator always seem innocent My parents divorce Infidelity occurred So the love is a corpse And my brothers is in court For some trouble with the law Call me on the phone Dont want em feeling bad so i say I'm doing good But I really feel alone When the clouds hover, and my days nighten And my idols tell me not be like em And if there's a God it don't seem like it Tell me that my thoughts are sick or How i need a psychologist but f** they gonna do for me They ain't do enough years in school for me Suicides what I'm thinking of when i think too much while I'm breaking up But Suicides whats she thinking of when she thinks its love but we breaking up Tim Young [Hook] I don't wanna make it this way but it's the thought of living comfortable And i want to be clo o o se to you You'll always be a memory Misery loves company Just see me as me me me me KOD [Verse 2] Jordan 5 flavor grapes upon my feet Throttle getting squeezed Waifish In the next seat The chick physique Plus she chic And always Ask me (What is this) Baby, Shizz all through the speaks Automobile Windmills Yak spills Kid CUDI format, Hands on the wheel Word to my ball sac I live this life for real Word to ya moms You live it for the reels In the coup, I am acting like jack in the box Head out the roof adjusted to getting out on top Lucky #7, whatcha mean Put more jack in the pot I'mma keep on laughing a lot Til the laughs ventually stops Till I get stop by a cop I'm stopping probably not Cognac on the rocks All a n***a need is shots Livin it to the limit Till a n***a non existence Rather be enormous than die dormant And just be ........