Kobe - Forever Alone lyrics

VERSE 01: I come over and go to talk to you, you're gone Your hearts empty without her You think you're moving on But your having some trouble getting there But depression ain't getting you, uhh, anywhere f**in 4 years tis this day f** January, miserable, heart broken Pictures on the floor, you'd smash every mirror Yeah, let's take a look? She just left you there to die didn't she? Why haven't you called me yet? I know I left three or four different times and I'm kinda sad and sick of always looking at this I didn't do sh** to deserve what you have put me through This can't be true, you guys can't be over So winter is cold, summer is hot Everything you do is sad just thinking of you HOOK: Kobe Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back" Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone VERSE 02: Guess you got to deal with the fact that, ma ain't never comin back Now you've looked for many different woman So your trying to find that special someone Excuse to not see anyone Useless, I'd rather pick up the phone, not at all, I don't call You get sad hittin walls Grow balls and let go of the past, forget what I had to say It wasn't my call to say the sh** too you at all I'm sick of playin these games, I'm sick of callin names Your hurt makes me wanna blow out my brains Like it's sh** I can't handle I can't tell you on the phone, so I sit here making this song Wake up in a mad state Turn my music on, oh I remember that song The same you played cryin in shambles It's playin in my head repeatin in scrambles I wake in bed, my hearts tangled, we ain't communicate I'm havin all these visons of us fishing like the old days It's heaven and suddenly I wake and that's when I know I VERSE 03: And it's been a while now, but you need to move on With reality now, but it's just something you and moms love You are weaker now, dealing with life's blows And it's making me crazy thinking of the days we, spent And how I see you in this f**in depression And there ain't sh** I can do about it I know it's hard to realize it With all these happy memories that seem to seep through your mind I'm sorry if I ever made you sleep uncomfortably But what you said too me, was disrespectful to me Did it ever occur to you that you ain't my dad Don't mistake that as if I think of you as nothing You still is the one who made me learn the rules of the bat Deeply saddened, I'm never gonna be mad head over heals For what you said too me, saying my dad wasn't there for me You and mom was suppose to be married, now your heart is crushed We was suppose to be friendly together, and it k**s me so much When I sleep you wake up dead, must be why I HOOK: