Once a young boy enamored by the things that you gave me Now a young man you wouldnt try Cause all you turned out to be was a fallacy That I outgrew quickly With a busted hand and a bad knee, the patterns ossify Your sorrows magnified The culprit will be tried Ill gather fragments in the palm of my hand To self-reflect on the coward Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus Something I dont believe in So now Im self medicated to block out everything Including walls you built around me And Ive been dodging demons as a past time At this point Im not even sure if Im alright You couldnt find time You'll never find time Ill gather fragments in the palm of my hand To self-reflect on the coward Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus Something I dont believe in Im not sad, Im through sulking Im not breaking, Im not buckling Im not sad, Im through sulking Im not breaking, Im not buckling Im not sad, Im through sulking Im not breaking, Im not buckling Im not sad, Im through sulking Im not breaking, Im not buckling Ill gather fragments in the palm of my hand To self-reflect on the coward Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus Something I dont believe in