Kmfdm - Ready to Blow (Dwarves mix) lyrics

I can hardly breathe Lost and hopeless Down so low Something died inside I just can't believe it Violent tendancies Murder, madness Good gone bad Try to talk about it Nobody believes me Static in my head Lines blur red Got my mind made up And my trigger finger ready to blow Finger on the trigger I'm a barrel of a gun Ready to blow Life draws out of me Spent and broken All mixed up Crying out in vain Somebody release me Evil speaks to me Caustic rage I've no control A living hell of hate Sinister deceiving Out of my mind in this f**ed up head I want everything that I never had A little something a reason why Ready to blow I'm ready to die Depart this world on a silver bullet I never believed I would ever pull it Now's the time, here's my show Ready to go I'm ready to blow Time stands still for me Black and blistered Drown my sleep Let thy will be done Make it out quick and easy