[Verse 1] Said you wanted flow You wanted slow design But now I'm waiting beat down baby it shows Maybe it's my time Maybe I'm on fire Maybe I'm a fantasy behind desire You can ask 'em all When I'm broken I don't cry You can tell it to the girl you're living with I can keep you satisfied I know I need to man up Take control of my life But I just wanted you to feel me alive [Chorus] I see the way you hold the knife But I didn't even wonder why It's just another friday night I'm so alone If loving you is suicide Then I can live without my pride I'll see you in the afterlife I'm going home [Verse 2] Said you wanted flow You wanted slow design Get ready for the beat down baby you'll know That maybe it's my time Maybe I'm on fire Maybe there's a hidden place between desire I know I need to man up Take control of my life But I just wanted you to feel me alive [Chrous] I see the way you hold the knife But I didn't even wonder why It's just another Friday night I'm so alone If loving you is suicide Then I can live without my pride I'll see you in the afterlife I'm going home I'm going home I'm going home I'm going going Going home I'm going home I'm going home I'm going going Going home [Outro] And I know what I need 'Cause I feel so weak From all these promises I'm sick of these promises And I know what I need 'Cause I feel so weak From all these promises I'm sick of these promises yeah And I know know know what I need need need 'Cause I feel feel feel so weak From all these promises I'm sick of these promises yeah And I know know know what I need need need 'Cause I feel so, so weak here, here And I know what I need 'cause I feel so weak from all these promises I'm sick of these I'm sick of these I'm sick of these