Kingmaker - My Only Devil lyrics

Pull my strings, won'tcha pull my strings To a loathsome beat won'tcha make me dance Being never at a loss my only devil was the cost I still stay pissed and lonely I grab a nail, hold it high So the hammer hits me hardest My motives are incidental Just ask my other half; My only devil They tried to run me off Of flesh and blood Let mad be mad with madness I have only three exits; d**h or Madness I am propagated by the sword, and ever since I have been a subject of madness In a moment of fruits and patients The fear of d**h itself, are flung aside But we keep on keepin on to an orgy of devils, satyrs & brides Thoughts are powerless Rational considerations are forgotten Seizing weapons Oh we're dangerous and sensible as a mad dog Call off the thirst, they will come And when the cumming gets good I'm bound to f** it up Rapture I can not ascend I'm not done suffering yet Cut my strings someone cut my strings So I can gnash my teeth Curse the demon that spoke thus I have lost my mind my only devil by my side He looked at me, said sh** happens I apologize and will reconstitute as soon as I possibly can But your voice just shook me to my core I'm no longer gentle now a soulless man Rapture I can not ascend I'm not done suffering yet Rapture I will not ascend Now a soulless man Rapture envision this; I rot into sh**, feed the foliage I have no options and I can't say maybe It's possible or very probable No way, to hell with reality, I'll die in music Never so sure our rapture to create The riots in my heart with nothing to be done Come ruin or rapture we all go with the sun But less faith in familiars left me at the brink of hate It's keeps me rotting on this planet till the end of my days My savior's gone, my devil's all what's left I could never lose you love or my angels would rest But darkness is so god damn welcoming So let the angels rest and the demons tear through me You are my deep, deadly, domestic vice They can have there masked d**h, unspoken disgust For everything surrounds hastens to decay My Santeria, sublime and grace God if I could see you now I'd spit right in your face You can shove my fate right up your a** Because you've brought nothing but pain I'm sick of these voices going on in the back of my head I hope it explodes out the front of my face over and over and over again Hush, don't cry The world's watching from outside Take the grief Bind it to your bones, don't you dare weep Stay silent or lie Because my only devil's what sold me time Can't afford to exist Can't go on like this