Intro : Yeah I do I really deserve, my failures, yeah yeah, I do Verse 1: Shoutout my homies use to give hands Now I am all alone in this section facing problems I surely think I deserve this damn things I came through I never got to learn the right sh** I use to ruin all the things meant being graciously Made this broads step aside I focus on `em pretty good Remember the days mixing up With my dawgs f** up cups I drunk all Remember the way I wasn't aware I was addicted to rap Makes me creepy when I scan probably And I still remember the one's dap for my songs Used saying keep chasing till a way up Sorta things came bringing the pain back But I ain't doubt cause she always on my mine though I drink again, again and again The stress gets gain Those blessings I count made me switch lane There's nothing more then you I got Got you with that spots I compared you like cheater Clearly I am right I got her sneaking out Felt enough motions switched me slow I'd rather no choice staying low Somehow my reaction blow up That b**h ain't thicker, just like blowing smoke in the benz'o Lenz'o told her, but she kept blowing smoke at the window Wilson got tatted smith on `em arms So you initiated `em Bridge : I ain't ashame x5... I probably deserve it That's why I ashamed Chorus : Ah-h I deserve it All the sacrifice I went `em I deserve the sacrifice I went on `em Verse 2: Off the chorus I need to verse back Offset set it wrong, I set it right turn lights on With the dark I go times scared I been suspicions on few things, lately I ask myself couple questions That season girlie I lost the opportunity But don't sweat I ain't lost my virginity I shoulda have done it with hope Apparently when she approaches I disappear easily To myself from fearing lot things But is done easy chatting Kholo act easy for himself thought the sh** so possible Too much being remained quiet for the quest's Gone I pa**ed that sh** ago Too loud I am Too loud I am Too high to stay only Tripping from the top but I ain't topless I loop myself triple times for the same repeated sh** I do I really deserve sad face Cause I never fulfill you dreams Said my cream test good With the cake I let it test like cookie jar Bridge : I ain't ashame x5... I probably deserve it That's why I ashame Chorus : Ah-h I deserve it All the sacrifice I went `em I deserve the sacrifice I went on `em