[Inturlude...] [Verse 1] Hopping over customs twisted, feeling sick of pigs Hara**ing the kid cause I'm young black and my dick is big On days like this I picture BIG, picture L, and picture Pac I chose the top since Grandma told me I could pick a spot Lately I've been sh**ting on any one you know at that Scope the track, coke or crack; legend, I'ma show them that Blow them back, we know you're whack, mind state of older cat Been ga**ed like a soda pack, I react how a soldier (acts), so [Hook] When the smoke clears, and it's over Man I'll still be around like I told you Standing, holding my ground How dare you think of backing me down Mind state, of a soldier Been through too much to lose my composure Told the family, that “down's how I'll hold you” So I'll be around even after it's over [Verse 2] Stumbled out a threesome, humble as can be son Had to make it up out the jungle to get me some My uncles are still in grieving, fumbles are the reason Hard knock living, never fumbled out the tree then Drunk out every season, never done what I'm achieving So I give my cousins hope, I'm someone to believe in Dumb out I'm still breathing, guessing that I struck a nerve Lord knows I was blessed with word, I'm the sh** the rest are turds Step out with what I deserve, ex her right after I squirt f** like a rabbit too, baby I'm a f**ing perv Time I got you s**ers served, you can call it pay back Complaining about my confidence and I knew they would say that You're played out like an 8-track, the hell with the f**ery Bounced and she was still around, could tell she was stuck on me (but) f** the drama b**hes bring, all I do is rip it, king They been trying to see the kid like Rihanna nipple ring [Hook] When the smoke clears, and it's over Man I'll still be around like I told you Standing, holding my ground How dare you think of backing me down Mind state, of a soldier Been through too much to lose my composure Told the family, that “down's how I'll hold you” So I'll be around even after it's over [Verse 3] What I do isn't pa**ion, I'm more than dedicated Tell the church choir play the organs, dead the hatred I'm on a date with A-lists, the greatest on your playlist Kardashian marriages as I escape to Vegas What they say is I'm major, but I made it here without a soul Sold it on way in so my baby would stay off the pole Caking was our favorite goal, someone had to pave the road Karl was just brave and bold, [so] pay him after every show Won't allow my age to show, I'm 20yrs ahead of mine You'd know that if you read my mind, that's why I say better rhymes I son them, go to bed its time; ba*tards y'all can dread and whine I'll make sure y'all don't ever shine, as I break this bread and wine Reminisce on better times, thinking 'damn, how come it changed?' It hurts to think of aunt Vicky, p**y helps to numbs the pain What's messed up is I run the game, then tell them my number changed I'd get distracted from your brain, and baby I got sums to gain [Hook] When the smoke clears, and it's over Man I'll still be around like I told you Standing, holding my ground How dare you think of backing me down Mind state, of a soldier Been through too much to lose my composure Told the family, that “down's how I'll hold you” So I'll be around even after it's over [Verse 4] It's been a few months, still hurts when I think of you Lately I've been on edge, looked for who to bring it to In every song I sing to you, trying to get my thoughts out Like you and pops for instant, tell me what fought 'bout You chose go the rough route, I guess it's in our blood I know the lord saved you a section up above They question, our love, and affection just because I'd only speak of Evelyn and left you in the mud (but) I thought you beat the cancer, seeking out some answers You told me you would find my wife, even while in pampers How could I forget, how come you just left Such a coward, with each breath, now I feel regret See to me it's vivid, last time that we kicked it Just us two you asked, why my dad would never visit Then when finally he did it, you took your last breath And there's at least one question that I hadn't asked yet Like, why you'd hate my mom, you two used to be closed (yet) When she came to see you the excuses were revoked Yasmina came too, you refused to meet her though Wouldn't speak when I called, few weeks later you'd go At the time it felt like I was losing every hope Held that grudge agains you until you became a ghost Yeah, but I'll try not to go there Loved you to d**h hope you knew that when the smoke clears