[Hook] I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare It feels like hell someone tell me why I'm here Too strong to cry, it's why holding back my tears I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare [Verse 1] Imagine how it feels just to live in your nightmare Look in a mirror I'm staring at all my fear When I wake up my heart jumps like some nike airs But I'm stuck in it so tell me, how is life's fair? Going def cause of pains in my right ear Blood gushing gave me a slight scare In hindsight if you asked me it's quite clear It's motivation for me to get right there To the top where feel I belong Getting so much a** that feel like a thong It's a whole lot of pressure but I just carry on It's like being nocuous, spill my guts every song They want to see me beat but I don't carry drums So they pray I bleed like a bust cherry, (unh) Trust is clearly gone but I'm still waiting right here Till the walls fall, I'll be stuck in my nightmare [Hook] I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare It feels like hell someone tell me why I'm here Too strong to cry, it's why holding back my tears I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare [Verse 2] My scenario's always f**ed in the plot that I call life So I'd fronting if I said that it's alright sh** isn't always how it seems it is all hype But I'll bounce back, yeah I am ball like Like the bald Mike, I jump for the stars I'm far from subpar, having fun with these bars I'm a great writer when I'm done it's bizarre Cause I got them all beat minus bumps and the scars And still I can't name one person I like So I write to escape from my personal life My sister's job means my nightmare's coming closer She's working and I'm right here on the sofa Pipe dreaming, my right ears growing grosser Lost my drive and the weird part's I'm the chauffer So I'm supposed to, push till the wheels fall But my nightmare's still right on my heals y'all [Hook] I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare It feels like hell someone tell me why I'm here Too strong to cry, it's why holding back my tears I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare [Verse 3] I have nightmares that my momma's in the ground So my day dreams of the commas had to drown It ain't a mixtape but drama is around His affiliates named traumas is found I try to deal with it although I'm depressed Plus like chris cross now, I'm also def Mean I can't hear, not a fan cheer Funny how I'd dreamed that I'd shine like lamp, yeah Swear it ain't fair, so while stand here I think I could have gotten a** like a damn chair But instead I'm coming live from my sister's basement If life's a b**h then I must be mister Palin I'm on a slope and I need no a**istance failing I'm not falling off either I was parasailing Now you pricks hailing I'm alright, cheers Kissed mom, I woke up from my nightmare [Hook] I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare It feels like hell someone tell me why I'm here Too strong to cry, it's why holding back my tears I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare