[Verse 1-Tactic$] Anxiety is runnin' through my nerves Tryin' not to over think but it's only makin' it worse Yeah I got talent but sometimes it's like a curse When they see you on the surface Not for what you really worth Had it in me since birth I'm a wordsmith Ex named Candy I'm a Star bout to Burst quick But that don't mean I'm perfect No matter what you thinkin' You ain't seen what I've seen out of human beings Asthma got me hardly breathin' Yeah, but I still chief a lil' bit Plan to run the game I guess you could keep a lil' bit Dead presidents motivated me to k** sh** I'm just tryna eat tryna get me a meal ticket And we can kick it if you real But if you tryna milk me I don't think that we could chill I still got a family, friends and a lot of bills And I'm workin' full time tryna keep a strong will I'd be lyin' if I said I ain't never popped pills Accumulated scars, Doctors tellin' me I'm ill Still motivated, f-feel I'm highly under rated My whole life public yeah my privacy invaded Immune to all the hatred if it's love than I embrace it You get the real me don't wear a mask like Jason Basket case flow make you shrivel like a raisin My fans and ya girl both tell me I'm amazin' [Hook-King HushHush] I need a drink it's a hard day I need a drink it's a hard day I need a drink it's a hard day [Verse 2-King HushHush] Liquor sippin' I be bar chasin' Posted starin' at the sky, I be star gazin' Keep a hustle goin' hard til we all make it Sun eclipse keep on shinin' while you all fakin' In the kitchen cookin' up, yeah we all bakin' Money rakin', b**h feelin' hella flagrant Clear the pavement, ballin' like a Summer day Rappers wanna jock, but I'm ballin' in another way Balls hang, anyway, rappers just phone check Tough click, I'll prolly let a f**in' ho check Deck em', front porch pimpin' how I wreck em' Beckham, star at David and a cross weapon Effin, pour a lil' somethin' then we steppin' F'n, yo' you lady buggin' and we f'n Lessons, learn ya f**in' lesson learn ya f**in' lesson Ahem, clear my throat and then the Lord bless him Nuisance, from the chest, God's like a tunich Eunuch, you got a problem boy you better shoot it Ewing, bad knees but in praise movin' Chewin', never knowin' what these lames doin' Owhh, it's all a catalog to me But they love it dearly even when me and my Brother beef Last week Pac Div, this Summer Chief Keef Burn leaf, love beef that's the sound of the police Decrease I'm a beast k** em' all I'm beast Ah, said I'm a beast and that's the most to say the least nicca [Hook-King HushHush] I need a drink it's a hard day I need a drink it's a hard day I need a drink it's a hard day