King Gordy - Access Denied lyrics

[Intro: Prozak] Tech N9ne! Prozak! King Gordy! Access Denied! [Verse 1: Prozak] All my life I been denied, 7th grade attempted suicide Remained alive, isolated state of my mind Confined to prison, my visions of multiple k**ing I've tried to fit in different clinks, raps, jocks, or the chinks So what the f**? I'm tryin' to find a place to call my own 9th grade trial by jury, only 16 years old Found not guilty back in '93 victim of society Hatred and ma** murder and thoughts inside of me My mind exposed to a paradox of pain It's all the same, player haters speakin' my name in vain Underground rap game king 9 millimeter, brains, flames, comin' out of your veins From Detroit to KC f** the industry (Why?) Because they hate me, they wanna but the can't be me I guess that's how I'm depicted, arrested but never convicted Prozak, King Gordy, Tecca Nina, Self Inflicted [Hook: Prozak] (4X) ACCESS DENIED! (Access denied! Access denied! Access denied!) [Verse 2: Tech N9ne] I don't make my music for no motherf**ing whites I don't make my music for no motherf**ing blacks To keep Nina's project steady runnin' of the shelfs I make my music for my motherf**ing self f** the industry with a dick stuffed with Hennessey And 151, put a torch on the tip and then bust on the enemy Positive energy, you could not change me You got that heat, I'll take that beat and flip it strangely Them major labels did not know what to do with me You knew I was crazy if you went to school with me Created a King Kong because I sing songs Got hoes and labels swingin' on ding dongs World wide respected Devil boy said we ain't kissin' no motherf**in' a** to be accepted That's what I'm talkin' bout, rap let's revived You tryin' to get inside? Access denied [Hook: Prozak] (4X) [Verse 3: King Gordy] How many times must you die just to live? Suicides on your mind so you k** Your whole life tryin' to find something real Your whole life confined tight and sealed Don't you lie to me Christ cause you will Cause then I might put you right where I live Eternal lights the nights are in hell Soul downsized cause we blinded by shields Spineless, you just tryin' to hide your own fears It is priceless you are dyin' right here Why am I crucified by my peers? As a child tryin' to hide my own tears I'll keep my pride despite how I feel With the knife beside it's a thrill Gordy, Prozak and Tech N9ne is so ill You tried to die, access denied, please try again [Hook: Prozak] (4X)