King Ed - Midnight Blues lyrics

[Verse:King Ed] You'll never understand what I've been through No loaded pistol But these nightmares will definitely k** you Listening to J cole when it was time for an emotional break down One day ama make n**gas jealous when I snatch the crown Girls don't like me anymore Losing my connection with the world Tryna figure out my purpose What you see on the surface Is different from the furnace inside You can't just purchase dreams I'm 'bout to flip give up 'n join the circus Cause you enjoy laughin' at my curses The pain is too much to bear The picture ain't clear I'm 'bout to declare a war Cause I can't take it anymore Can't you see my tears are about to fall I'm tryna put soo much soul in these sounds But you clearly don't like staring at strange clouds When I wake up the next morning its all gon' be fine 5 years from now Ama dine with a queen What you see on the screen are the clean edits I need to get me a magic bean and disappear I can't conquer this fear The man in the mirror isn't that strong There's something wrong with the world I just need someone to hold and cherish Until we both perish but this ain't hollywood romance I blew my chance with those who cared My problem got me scared about tomorrow Don't hesitate to finish this song Word [Verse:Sergio Maz] Fastidious is the human race You try to please 'em But you always seem to make mistakes I got an omen So like a tortoise Ama have determination And go towards my dreams Till I reach my destination I feel like an empiricist Always seeking knowledge But I can't please love Coz I ain't got no perfection Feelings and emotions tackle me Feel like I have to leave the world Cause my words ain't lucid Day by day I'm tryna find a way But you know I gotta stay In the game I gotta pray I gotta come up with a strategy Make up for my prologue Resuscitation of that heavenly being Lord help me I need to be free I need to be real I gotta be the person God wants me to be I need to be free I need to real Gotta preach the word of God Make somebody lose the dread Money doesn't solve my problems I need the Bible That's why I stick to my God He hears my lame stories, lame cries, lame everything But He just answers That's why I put my trust in Him Yeah He got me [Verse:King Ed] Please forgive me Cause I've been on some nonsense These vibes don't make sense But I'm tryna put some bucks in my pants All I want right now is a reason to keep going A reason to keep knocking on your door If i go away then who's gon' catch you when you fall? I'm still wondering tryna come up with solutions But all I have are excuses Forgive me Word