despite what you recommend despite what you implement this just can't stand anymore 3 A.M. at my door with no one to tell you that it's wrong drugged for some seasons sure we were pure like cancer's quick miracle or resin chalk spectacles party after party the laughs they just told you that you were on and the luckiest a**hole I've ever met is playing music on my bed again sharing wings and boulders bringing me back in those who all give advice those who all recommend those who know everything kitchen philosophy those who speak quietly words wide and sympathy they don't know of your eyes six inches from mine or the taste of your hips with the windows wide open so here we hang loosely and dry on the vine I put my hair up and think of us marrying this garden's the same but these fruits have new names I have wanted you for so long and the luck of the la**o, for once I wept never seemed to get more than a glance and the feathers and boulders I once possessed they found a home in age and circumstance