Kina Grannis - Wandering And Wondering lyrics

I have been wandering and wondering Oh, and I could not remember a time when you sounded so sad, sad And I can't become the one who'll make you happy again I have been talking with people at night At night, people have told me that you've been looking my way Why can't I see through the dark aura you cast every time? I wish for a time when my soul would not fall I have been wandering, watching, and wondering If you, you will be with me tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight I, why have I been out wandering through people? Getting older, lying alone You would think that I have been lonely But you have no idea You cling to me with my forgiving call and I wonder Why I cannot venture to guess why I'm looking so down on myself I have been wandering, wandering, and wondering