Kim Bo Sung - 마지막 (The Last) lyrics

Romanized (Original) Jal naganeun aidol raeppeo geu imyeone Nayakhan jasini seo isseo jogeum wiheomhae Uuljeung gangbak Ttaettaero dasigeum dojyeo Hell no eojjeomyeon geuge nae bon moseubil jido molla Damn huh hyeonsirui goerigam Isanggwaui galdeung apeune meoriga Daeingipijeungi saenggyeo beorin ge yeolyeodeolsaljjeum Geurae geuttaejjeum nae jeongsineun jeomjeom oyeom dwae Gakkeumssik nado naega museowo jagi hyeomowa Dasi nolleo wa beorin uuljeung deokbune Imi minyungineun jugeosseo (naega jugyeosseo) Jugeun yeoljeonggwa Namgwa bigyohaneun ge Naui ilsangi doe beorin ji orae Jeongsingwareul cheoeum gan Nal bumonimi ollawa Gati sangdameul badatji Bumonim wal nal jal molla Na jasindo nal jal molla Geureohdamyeon nuga alkka Chingu? anim neo? geu nugudo nal jal molla Uisa seonsaengnimi naege mureosseo Jujeo eopsi naneun malhaesseo geureon jeok itdago Beoreuscheoreom haneun mal uh I don't give a sh** I don't give a f** Geuttan maldeul jeonbuda uh Nayakhan nal Sumgiryeo haneun mal Jiugopeun geuttae geurae Gieok jocha naji anhneun Eoneu gongyeonhaneun nal Saramdeuri museowo hwajangsire Sumeo beorin nareul maju hadeon na Geuttae nan geuttae nan Seonggongi da bosanghal jul aratji Geunde marya geunde marya Sigani jinal surok goemuri doeneun gibunya Cheongchungwa majbakkun naui seonggongiran Goemureun deouk keun bureul wonhae Mugiyeotdeon yoksimi doeryeo Nal jibeo samkigo mangchimyeo ttaeron mokjureul geone Eotteon ideureun nae ibeul teureo Mageumyeo seonakgwareul samkira hae I don't want it Geudeureun naega i dongsaneseo nagagil wonhane sh** sh** algesseunikka jebal geumanhae I modeun ildeurui geunwoneun Nanikka na seuseuro geumandulge Nae bulhaengi nideurui haengbogiramyeon Gikkeoi bulhaeng haejulge Jeungoui daesangi naramyeon giyotine ollaseo julge Sangsangman hadeon geosi hyeonsiri dwae Eoril jeok kkumi nae nunape Kkollang du myeong ape gongyeonhadeon Jojbap ijen dokyodomi nae koape Hanbeon saneun insaeng nuguboda Hwakkeunhage daechung saneun geon amuna hae My fan my hommie my fam Geokjeong malgil Na ijen jeongmal gwaenchanha damn Nae bonjireul bujeonghaetdeon ge su charye Nae jusoneun aidol bujeongeun an hae Su charye jeongsineul pagodeuldeon gonoe Banghwangui kkeut jeongdabeun eopseotne Parameogeotdago saenggak haetdeon Jajonsimi ijen naui jageungsim dwae Nae fandeura tteostteosi Gogaedeulgil nuga namankeum hae uh Seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo Nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun Su man myeongdeurui gogae Show me the money Mot hange anira an han georago sh** Uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge Anira mot han georago sh** Nae changjagui ppurineun han sesang Danmat sseunmat ttongmaskkaji da bwatji Hwajangsil badage jameul cheonghadeon Geuttaen ijen naege chueogine uh chueogi dwae Baedal alba jung natdeon sago deokbune Sibal baksari natdeon eokkae Buyeojapgo haetdeon debwi neonega Nugu apeseo gosaenghan Cheokdeureul hae Seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo Nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun Su man myeongdeurui gogae Hani naheun na uh ttokttokhi nareul bwa uh Uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge Anira mot han georago sh** English (Translated) On the other side of the famous idol rapper Stands my weak self, it's quite dangerous Depression, OCD They keep coming back again from time to time Hell no perhaps that might be my true self Damn huh feeling estranged in reality The conflict with ideal, my head hurts Around the age of 18, I developed social anxiety Right, that was when my mind was gradually polluted At times I'm scared of myself too Self hated and Thanks to the depression that takes over me Min Yoongi is dead already (I k**ed him) Comparing my dead pa**ion with others It's now a part of my daily life On the first visit to psychiatric ward My parents came up with me We listened to the consultation together My parents said they don't truly understand me I don't understand myself well either Then who would understand? Friend? Or you? Nobody knows me well The doctor asks me (censored) I answered without any hesitation that I have Habitual saying uh I don't give a sh** I don't give a f** All those words uh Those words are said to hide my weak self Those days I wish I could erase Right, that performance day Which I don't remember very well The day I confronted myself When I hid inside the toilet Because I was scared of people That time I, that time I I thought success will make everything fine But you see, but you see As time goes by, I feel like I'm turning into a monster I've exchanged my youth for success And that monster demands for more wealth At times it puts a collar on my neck To ruin and swallow me with greed Some try to shut my mouth and say I should swallow both good and evil I don't want it They want me to leave this hill sh** sh** I got it so stop it I'm the root of all this so I'll stop myself If my misfortune is your happiness I'll happily stay unfortunate If I'm the figure of hate I'll get on the guillotine The things I've imaged about turns into reality My childhood dreams are in front of my eyes The night when I performed in front of 2 audience Now Tokyo Dome is right in front my nose My one and only life I can easily live it pa**ionately than any other My fan my hommie my fam I hope you don't worry Because I'm really okay now damn I've denied my nature many times My address is idol and I won't deny The anguish that dug into my mind countless times There's no answer at the end of wandering My pride which I thought I had given away Has turned into self-respect My fans, keep your head high with pride Because who can do it like me uh Seiko, Rolex, AX (hall) and gymnastic (stadium) The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture Show me the money It's not that I couldn't but I didn't sh** Selling ourselves or not You all say we couldn't do it but we didn't sh** The root of my creativity has tasted The sweet, bitter and sh** of this world Those days when I laid down to sleep on the toilet floor It's all memories now uh they're now memories My shoulder which shattered Thanks to the accident I met During my part time job The debut which I clung as if it was my life Who do you think you're fooling By pretending you've gone through all the miseries Seiko, Rolex, AX (hall) and gymnastic (stadium) The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture Sorrow created me uh look at me closely uh Selling ourselves or not you all say We couldn't do it But we didn't sh**