Kil - BitterSweet lyrics

(Intro:KiL) Bittersweet And when I heard I wish that it was me Like God intervene I'll keep you as a memory Just promise that you'll remember me (Verse1:KiL) Help my conscience folding Hell and I am going crazy Give it time it slowly Heals God he know exactly What he spoken know it So don't preoccupy yourself With the questions of why he chose it It's just a game called live and die The only options go With Hell or Heaven Popping Oxy with alcohol And a ibuprofen to top it I got some morphine that's a mix That's toxic Every person got problems I guess that mine is not acknowledging That I've been scared to live And not at all afraid to die (Chorus) Bittersweet And when I heard I wish that it was me Like God intervene (bittersweet) Why God intervene I'll keep you as a memory Just promise that you'll remember me (Verse2:KiL) It's bittersweet It's something else you know it A blessing within a curse my n***a Gon rest your soul When we would talk about life I never thought that only d**h would show me How to live love life emotions I would give up my life and soul For one chance just to see you boast Ya host your parties with me throwing back a cold one Talking about the dough accomplishments and all our futures goals It ain't right to live this way I make mistakes but God he don't Cause from my eyes My vision blurry It's me against the world and their military I tried to get by but I'm literally stuck in a memory The flower blossom turns weak And I couldn't make it to your funeral I'm sorry I keep To myself can't help but to waddle in grief I felt like Hells' chambers swallowing me Myself I tell that it's all meant to be Faith in GOD man the visionary As I stare holding your obituary This life is hard man but if living was easy We'd take this sh** for granted our experiences Teach us that tomorrow get better If you hope & you keep your faith in GOD man Keep your faith in GOD man And it'll be alright man