Kid Hartha - Lettin' It Go lyrics

[Verse 1: Kid Hartha] Please excuse absence I'm so sorry for the vacancy Of the real in rap, man you don't know how long it's taken me Get my a** up off this couch and it put it someplace they can see Once I found the place to be, all my dreams came straight to me Well, not straight to me, but basically Compliments to my confidence which thankfully ain't make believe Unlike all these thoughts, tryna' get me caught Feelin' pretty guilty bout those things that I bought I ought, to give back more but that's my art How can I give my life to you before it even starts? No tellin' what I might just do, the Joker's dealin' cards Tomorrow, I might get shot down by someone feelin' hard Apart, from that I also stutter when I speak Unless I'm underneath a beat, So I ain't' wanna leave for weeks I mean, rarely I stutter while music's is on But if I do, I'm all good, just move the ffff** along! [Chorus Section: Kid Hartha] Stay as strong as it takes to be Hold onto the place you know Stay in the moment when you feel it's right Instead of lettin' it go, instead of lettin it go, instead of Stay as strong as it takes to be Hold onto the place you know Stay in the moment when you feel it's right Instead of lettin' it go, instead of lettin it go Instead of lettin' it go, oh, oh But I ain't done yet I bled for these words so there ain't a track that I ain't run yet I was walkin' from work when one block away from a church I was jumped by some perps and they left my face in the dirt What hurt much worse is for them I'm makin' this verse So in more ways than one I got a taste of this Earth That day, they took my laptop along with my cell So when I rose, dirty clothed I couldn't call for no help I cried and asked, why? After all I've been dealt And with no hesitation I knew it's ALL on myself All the people I've met All the places I been Took me one step closer to d**h I had so much faith in the wind That it would just carry me along I would up and change on a whim But it wasn't until I sought out destiny My fate would begin So there were times I shoulda' left the moment Or stayed in But I'd rather write my piece before lettin' this page win! [Chorus Refrain] Like, why would I plagerize your life? I'd rather just write my own But I'm afraid of the paths I've created in rhymes and poems The moment isn't long, so I would use to drag it on Pride was my name and that vain would take me far from home! The karma still is strong, but if I keep a sense of calm And do right, I might have a chance to cancel out my wrongs Made it to step four, had my resentments listed But I've always found flaws, it's a curse I've been gifted Made my way into serenity, then my person had shifted The moment I stepped back into the money making business...(Ugh) sh**, I wanna' make a decent livin' But if I play you for your pocket, will I be forgiven? Even worse, if I leave you smitten When my only intention from the beginnin's hittin'! (Ha ha) Made my decision, just to be great, I'll play the slave in the system And Spartacus my way to freedom from a state of contrition [Chorus Refrain] [Verse sections repeat as music fades]