Kid Cudi - To Da Top lyrics

then i'ma have one disappointed mama no, i'ma have one disappointed fam i'ma feel bad that i can't provide for my fam i can't help how my mom process mr. huds told a n******g young let it be the best if i can't do that main, f** i'm living for? i got a pack of newports and a super bad who*e i step out and i'm drinking lots of hennessey then battle in my sleep with the demons trying to ruing me a bunch of the worse, saying that fame wasn't meant for me take it back to cleveland, you heard i can't stop them from speaking got me laid out leaking y'all don't know the half, kid cudi got issues, mentally that i down fast, like i won't fall, i can't fall i won't fall dog, i can't fall, that's what i say to myself, over and over cruising through the city in my black range rover i heard them whispering, i heard them talking down now that i'm bubbling, i thought i forgot how you tried to take me off my grind yep, yep, they tried to take me off my grind but it's my time boy, we going straight to the top watch live my n******g top, top, top, top of the world top, top, top, top of the world top, top, top, top of the world when you make a move, everybody counting you but when you dying out, n******gs won't acknowledge you sick to the stomach, well i'm thinking about loosing but i love this it is the life that i'm choosing and i had to find out who the real scout was meditated with the buzz i focused to get my hunger back so alone, just me and the instrumental, they say my music ain't normal, must be something wrong with my mental i got to be ware, i don't spit about guns and d** well f** i don't know about guns and d** i spit what i know, and you should too but you won't we all know you wanna jock the next dude and you the next man well i was born to be a leader, so you know i'ma follow my heart fam and i'ma roll with what my n******g manny say keep your individuality cause that will get your bread, yeah i heard them whispering, i heard them talking down now that i'm bubbling, i thought i forgot how you tried to take me off my grind yep, yep, they tried to take me off my grind but it's my time boy, we going straight to the top watch live my n******g top, top, top, top of the world top, top, top, top of the world top, top, top, top of the world i ain't trying to make hits, for the club no more i'm just trying to make hits for my n******gs at war day to day in the white men's world getting head from the white men's girl relax me when i'm stressed, having dreams of a chick with big breast while i'm thinking of schemes to be king just like in chess kid cudi won't rest, that's when i met my best flow's good, half to d**h, i see through rest, main a lot of cats trying to make it happen through the music the truest thing about it is not anyone can do this gotta spit it different from another n******g living if i ain't i'm slipping and i'm never getting up with that in your head dog, i'm never giving up, looking up to the ceiling, chilling out my wake and these lames gotta hate, see the lyrical wizardry you're my dirty laundry i heard them whispering, i heard them talking down now that i'm bubbling, i thought i forgot how you tried to take me off my grind yep, yep, they tried to take me off my grind but it's my time boy, we going straight to the top watch live my n******g top, top, top, top of the world top, top, top, top of the world top, top, top, top of the world.