kid c. - C lyrics

[Verse] Almost all my idols getting sh** up off their chest Half of 'em say they're depressed, rest of 'em act like they're blessed Honestly, who do I trust? Do I believe, it's a mess I cannot see any less than what the people telling (yes) Do I believe that my future's shining bright? Ask a God or two They might reply by shining off their light, I would reply by saying "tight" if I believed in the sky, there were some forces left and right Tryna save my f**ing life but there's not none And if you try convince me otherwise, I'm off, done If you try showing me that light, I'll let that cross burn I'm sorry if I just offended what you lost, uh But at the end of every day, I'll laugh it off, huh I'm sorry if my sense of humour does offend you I'm working on improving everything I can do I'm losing people left and right, guess what, my friends who Talk behind my back, just f** 'em all, they like to rent room Boy, I dunno, should I drop the alias? Corey Rae's an alien to everybody, ain't he just? No one knows a single thing about the f**er, crazy, huh? I'm worried if I let 'em know, they'll leave and go replace me, uh And that sh** ain't an option, it's just not viable Unless I have a feeling that it's justifiable I'll keep it locked away, the fire burning, light it up I'm focused on improving everything, no lying, 'cuz If I did that, kept pushing out the sh** rap I'd wanna quit, lad, it's pointless if I mixed that Fairly decent stuff I made with what I hate, witness that Sudden change in everything I'm doing, I would quit rap Yeah