Kid Berg - Numb lyrics

[Verse 1] And I just noticed that clocks ticking sh** coulda been a lot different If I stopped popping and stopped sniffin Then I probly could've gotten up… They tell me I can't see that I need to check in to rehab b**h I been there now im back here So that bullsh** stays in last year Am i scared to OD? Man I've done that so many times that everyone in the ER knows me sh** those are my homies… And im pretty sure that im insecure But my heads so numb I can't even tell When my lifes falling down around me How can I focus on the records I need to sell? Im troubled what do you mean momma? Im a man im 18 arent I? I know I didn't go to school But I hate the way they look at me mama Im just like everyone else Don't act like im a monster Baby im not the reason you cry alone at night am i? And she said maybe but, don't call me baby youre Not the guy I fell in love with he's been gone for years And I don't know you now So now I don't sleep for nothing Walk the streets at night alone How can I see the light When i dont got a ray of hope [Verse 2] You know its bad when nightmares are better than real life If your dad was dying and your mom was gone Tell me what would that feel like? And they say somebody out there always has it way worse than you Well If that's true sh** then I pray for you.. Yea I pray for you Maybe one day you'll make it through And we can laugh about this And reminisce about a thing or two And I just hope that im around long enough to be getting married Cause there ain't a thing to see but your eyelids when youre getting buried Im numb.. Can't feel a thing ive gone numb Didn't take no novacane but my whole brain has gone numb.. I still walk around with a smile on so they don't know somethings wrong Cause that would bring unwanted attention That's the last thing that I want Don't ask me what im on Cause you wouldn't wanna hear my answer If you knew what I was on you'd get why I don't give a f** about cancer Dont ask me what im on Some sh** i stole from my mom Yea i keep on rolling that makes it harder to roll on..