When your accompanied judgements has no relevance to success That's a time to cut you off for saying too much bs I don't care about your feelings at that point in time no need to stress For the bullsh** I went through for you ain't gotta free my chest Cause the "S" on my chest stand for saved and n***as do the rest To accumulate my time I think of us as a unit Trying to live involves me listening and Seeing the music To free my mind over the conscience I had inside my aculix Women tried to date me had me locked down like strait jackets Cause they wouldn't let me go No They wouldn't let me go Man The past is the past gotta move on to some more Education on life lessons and adolescence that set in hopefully it'll set in The quickness of reality A wise man told me to love at a distance I can't do that cus my love for you is love at an instant The game taught me how to speak the game culture fluent My goals as a kid was to play ball and be a bruin But instead I took a long road just as harsh Road so long Harriet couldn't even walk the extra march But i set forth on grievance Pray that life distorted frequently Constantly giving tips on how to tip money to TDE Rep the label of PTE Live life but not too flawlessly g Making life living hell for them n***as who said I can't do it n***a mutha f** you I pray yo life get ruined Cus I'm the thats one working 40 days and 40 nights What you doing? Sitting at home watching the Housewives fight n***a get yo a** up n***a get yo mind right This the real world not the Matrix for a Klondike Top it off, n***as go to jail for being a n***a I'm telling you that trill sh** Not that pat yo back sh** Being mentally murdered Inside the weak of depth sh** I came I saw I conquered No shame I blame all this on playas Cus the cold dead mind heart is the rotten fruit Is constantly taken for grant I put my heart into I put my fight into I shed tears and the blood that is cut From the wound I try to clean it up Try to wrap it up Get a first aid kit and try to patch it up Not knowing that the cut is all internal That's ironic Cus we look towards our future And try to cover up the past But the past will be the future And will end up to haunt you