Khadijah Lopez - Sober lyrics

Hard times [Verse 1: King ISO] Every day when I wake up I be thinking where I have been So I hop in the whip and drive by the jail that I was in Burn a L for the homies that ain't coming home doing life in the pen So f**ed up that they got taken away from their wife and kids I found myself trying to get back in the good grace of the lord When I'm hungry, broke and I'm lonely and I can't take anymore So I grab my hoddie put the mask on and head straight for the store Now I'm shackled and cuffed in the back of the truck and I'm facing the floor Snap out of it. I'm free. They're gone, not me Who's wrong? Who's innocent? Who's guilty? Scott free Still mental slaves, they're not free Blood running through the concrete Get caught up in the wrong thing. Can't defend yourself then you can not speak When I leave this world Just close their curtains forever Cause all we do is k** each other. At least the system working together And I pray for my son cause I ain't never seen no happy home So I smoke and I drink trying to hide this pain, yup daddy's gone [Chorus: Khadijah Lopez] Cause there is no way, I'm going to sit here sober Watch it all go down down then call me when it's over Come wait like whoa whoa whoa This is the saddest sh** you've ever heard like no no no I don't agree, no of course I don't they knocking on my door I'm have to let it ride out ride out ride out (half past) In my hide out (way high now) waiting And there is nothing you can do about it (Nothing you can do about it) Cause there ain't no way (no way) I'm a sit here sober [Verse:2 King ISO] I take another blunt to the head, I take another bottle to the face Then I get up in front of the Chevy, I'm strapped up yeah I got it on my waist I get so high. Cause I'm so paranoid, voices telling me to k** ‘em please They said my medicine ain't working and I'm feeling like Pac on my enemies My gun is my only homie Riding all by my lonely Don't try me, you don't know me Feeling like everybody owes me I don't speak appropriate, drawls off up amphetamines and opiates Trying to get me a bible, I won't read it My soul bleeding. My soul leaving I'm focusing on my pa**ion fool These other n***as fruitier than pa**ion fruit No love for a b**h, get the Aston through Got a blunt but nobody to pa** it too But that's just who, I am Got a 9 inside of my hand. And I blast it too So f** it, I'm a sicko psycho solitary n***a with an attitude Yeah. I apologize cause I've had a few I don't want to be the one to say this, but I'm fading back into my old ways So I pray for my son cause I ain't never seen no happy home So I smoke and I drink trying to hide this pain, yup daddy's gone [Chorus: Khadijah Lopez] Cause there is no way, I'm going to sit here sober Watch it all go down down then call me when it's over Come wait like whoa whoa whoa This is the saddest sh** you've ever heard like no no no I don't agree, no of course I don't they knocking on my door I'm have to let it ride out ride out ride out (half past) In my hide out (way high now) waiting And there is nothing you can do about it (Nothing you can do about it) Cause there ain't no way (no way) I'm a sit here sober