KGP - Blame It On The Devil lyrics

[Intro] Oh f**....just another f**ed up day, to my f**ed up life. Aww, f**....Why do I gotta go through another f**in' day of this sh**?? I don't think I can stand it anymore...I don't think I can stand the way it was 5 years ago. And here I am, once again, another f**ing day!! I've been putting up with bullsh**....since day f**ing one!! [Verse 1] Back in the days when I was nothin' but a suicidalist or somethin' I sat here thinkin' to myself "I hate these motherf**ers" I wished everyone would die or leave me the f** alone Homicide was on my mind, I'm wishin' the devil had a clone Good vs Evil, I was wicked back in '89 Had my own hitlist, whippin' across the enemy lines Twisted popularity was scarin' me with d**h threats Used to steal my lunch money, payin' with d**h, thought about d**h Unloadin' a clip in his f**in' throat, I was the reaper of the soul I could take his last breath, takin' tests and go to school Comin' in full of vengeance, I'm sick of bein' the outcast One of these days I'll build a bomb and watch the whole school blast Went to BuildingBombs.com and got the recipe Thinkin' about this bomb goin' off is gettin' the best of me Blasphemy, one on one, I was the subject of the gun Livin the life, I got no love, this is for fighting, this is for fun This is for all the devil's sons and all the cla**es, kings and queens All the jocks that are playing sports, and all of the b**hes who couldn't for me I'm loading up the ammo, dressed in camo, ready for the war Hit the locks upon the door, no one's getting out for sure Every motherf**er in this school's gonna die And I don't give a f** how much they pray I'm blasting anyway 8:02 on the clock, you could hear the first shot 8:36 son of a b**h, the bombs are going off!! [Explosions, screaming] You hear the sirens and screamin', they sound like hot burning demons I try to run from it all, but my legs got no more feelin' As I look down in pure shock, my legs are blown the f** off I'm pourin blood from my waist and blowing smoke as I cough I cannot move, I cannot breathe, why the f** am I living? Or am I already dead, and Hell's judgement been given? My visions fading to darkness, feeling hopeless with d**h But I no longer wanna die, smell the smoke of my flesh God forgive me, if you can, if you can't I understand But my whole life has been hell since I was born into sin I tried to blame it on society instead of myself I tried to blame it on the Devil and now I'm burning in Hell!!! ....and it hurts