[Intro] We having humps along the way But the reward is in the journey I'm in my bag [Verse 1] I left from global tours Almost in my peak To have to go and sit down in a clink Just to reach The peak again Mad with prison guards turning keys Mad with God why don't he answer me while on my knees I'm in need, I believe Life don't ever turn out how we want, but I succeed I hustled a lil bit pursuing things which I achieved I told my wife my plan I also told her she can leave She cried her eyes out then abruptly she just agreed I had to talk in code while giving orders to streets Executive, staff, 2 board members They on my team Executor fairs whenever matters get decreed I played by the rule received my slot from out the bean Big general n***a Game literature giver When you stand on nation business This sh** come before your children This sh** come before your feelings n***as shoving dick in my lil hoe I took no interest Lost emotions on my last bid Past tense, now I'm just pressure n***as shooting, taking shots that don't leave no impression [Hook] Gates don't protect in folly and I don't get aggressive Hang gliders move in silent if you hear it in pair Get your brains blowed out Put your feet in the air People under stairs Cold hearted my stare [Verse 2] By one hoe I'm protected Took some losses, no question But we only fear Allah, walk anywhere, no protection By my father, neglection Depression hit, I must settle Seeking love out in the slums and got embraced by the ghetto Right leg under, took some fire, still got traces of metal Up right independent, b**h we die it's whatever That case you had, it got deferred You agreed to some telling I lost some fights I never told, I never fold under pressure Took some time, accepted mine go look it up for the record Dead broke while in New Orleans people thought I was balling Rented a black Maserati just for one of my artists Went Versace, j**lry was hot, I was the one who had bought it Put the roof over your head, when I had just had a daughter Show me where I hated on you, backstabbed me too often Dealing with the opps while I'm in California recording Put you in a grey Camaro, just invoice me I spent it Paid Peppa that lil money that we borrowed, remember I stood up for you when they said you was messing with children They say I'm signing s** offenders n***as right in my city I told you "f** 'em", just stay focused, you gon blow any minute Transition, you played hard, that's your defence mechanism You still my favourite rapper though you let them turn you against me You really hurt, I see your pain, you dissing me cos you miss me You really hurt, I see your pain, you dissing me cos you miss me [Outro] Ain't nobody never loved you like me And you know that When you sit around in a room Remember one thing If you can't be used, you useless Big Alsee I been a junkie