Kern Parks - Losing/Return lyrics

I'll cry on the bus as i make my escape Your hands in mine, the regret comes too late Selfish of me to wish the sky would erupt In thunder and lightning, would that be enough To halt, your discovery You won't recognise me in a few months I'm sure i'll be capsized, failing in the hunt For anything to refrain, from ruining you I'm so proud of you, that at least is true To aid, your return to me Blessed imagery, but i've no capacity To ever really want to be, anywhere at all To go, away somewhere soon To halt, your discovery To aid, your return to me