Kerenza Peacock - I Can Change lyrics

[Verse 1] See, I like drinking 'til I get blind drunk Black out and lash out and act like a punk Crush through town with my fake ID End up face-down, am I in too deep? Hungover, bed-bound soldier Hand runs over the dip in her shoulder With her, I see things clear Lose my mind, I lose my fear Though my life so far is bleary I'll be fine if I keep her near me I don't need the fights and tears I don't even like my peers We're so far away from here We're so far away from here [Chorus] When I think about my baby I get a bit insecure I need to be seen as a little bit more mature Can't live without my baby, I'm sure I can change I can change I just wanna get rid of all the excess pain Everything's out to stop things going my way She's the only thing to save me [Verse 2] See, I'm a madman when it comes to getting loud I'm not a badman, but I'll still knock you out "Oi listen, don't try it" Triple JD, f** a diet See, my lady, she's an angel She's a rock star, but she stays low She got eyes that could melt the entire population But I get tired of them This situation just ain't enough I don't wanna change her, I wanna make her Prepare her, so she can see that this world we live in Can be f**ing tough I mean it though, this world is cold Only the brave survive when they sell their souls This is my odyssey I just hope she can keep up with me This is my calling It's a shame I'm susceptible to falling [Chorus] When I think about my baby I get a bit insecure I need to be seen as a little bit more mature Can't live without my baby, I'm sure I can change I can change I just wanna get rid of all the excess pain Everything's out to stop things going my way She's the only thing to save me [Verse 3] Mr Officer, I'm a man of values Yes, I might have dropped one or two Valium Look, I don't wanna rot, I'm just a casual abuser Sorry, user, don't be confused, sir Not being rude, sir, just wanna go home Look, I choose her, leave this life in the dust, I'mma lose her I'm a loser, I'm a f**ing loser, and I'mma lose her [Chorus] When I think about my baby I get a bit insecure I need to be seen as a little bit more mature Can't live without my baby, I'm sure I can change I can change I just wanna get rid of all the excess pain Everything's out to stop things going my way She's the only thing to save me