Kenotia - Decorating for Cinco de Mayo lyrics

I can't find a way out and the clocks are broken, leaking time. One more second, I may die 'Cuz my wounds are open bleeding life. You're a problem, I'll never solve. How do I say it and let it go? You never told me just what you wanted, I'm only guessing you're wanting me. I never said this is what I wanted, A love that's shaking and all onesided. So tell me why you have kept me here, Empty and lifeless, afraid to leave this. Should I stay and pretend to smile? There's nothing for me, I need to go. I can't find a way out and the clocks are broken, leaking time. One more second, I may die 'Cuz my wounds are open bleeding life. Where do you go when your eyes are closed? Why do you waste it all for show? Am I there when your eyes are closed? Am I wasting this all for show? Am I wrong? Is this wrong? Is it a lie? You always lie. Look at you, already gone.. But expecting me here waiting for you when you're feeling lonely. I can't find a way out and the clocks are broken, leaking time. One more second, I may die 'Cuz my wounds are open bleeding life. And I will never know why I let myself be broken. But when this rip becomes a tear, I'll have lost the will for hoping. If i stay I risk losing a part of me that i once loved. And you're not worth that loss, I'll chalk it up to broken hearts. If I'm strong and I dig myself out, I'll live. I can't find a way out and the clocks are broken, leaking time. One more second, I may die 'Cuz my wounds are open bleeding life. I'm not ready to give my life