(*talking*) Uh-huh, you understand, this for all the n***as That's out there drugging you understand I ain't hating on you n***as, I feel y'all pain man And it's like this here, just peep this song out n***a It's real, cause I done been through it And I done left it alone [Turk] I understand now, I'm a grown man now I was out there dog, no more dope in the bangs now I done been through it, and I know what it's like When you can't get no sleep, on a all night flight Not worrying bout sh**, not a god damn thang All you want is that hit, and to hear that ring I know it's hard dog, it ain't easy to quit When that monkey on your back, n***a need that sh** You got to feed that b**h, cause he gon straight blues you Get that noise out you, especially if you a shooter I know you filthy, don't lie tell the truth The sh** you hearing, sound like I'm talking bout you But I'm just keeping it real, telling it like it is This sh** ain't just started, been going on for years And I'm sick of, sh** k**ing us slow I'm a grown man, and I don't want it no mo' [Hook] See what you n***as doing, I done been through that From weed to coke, to that sh** they call smack And I ain't gon lie, that sh** done broke my back I done left it alone, and I ain't going back [Turk] They say time is hard, but time is what you make it When you're wasting time, I call that baking I done did a lot of wasting, in my life A lot of drug chasing, all day and night Same clothes bout a week, could you believe that there No bath, brushing teeth, or braid my hair Just running like a chicken, with his head cut off When I'm banging never missing, you can ask my dog I ain't give a motherf** about whoever, whatever Turk was gonna get it, in any kinda weather Out there head first, had to get me One and one everytime, never cope without the deed That's just how it be, when you living that life Stealing through your peeps, when you living that life Or was it just me, who was living that life Caught up in these streets, just living this life [Hook] [Turk] I said it plenty of times, but now I really mean it f** that sh**, cause I no longer need it It ain't good for me, cause it's bringing me down And plus I'm never happy, cause I stay with a frown Man I love my life, f** throwing it away f**ing with it leave it alone, please believe what I say Cause if I could do it, you could do it too my n***a No such things, as you can't do n***a It's on you my n***a, nobody else dog You know one thang, your boy been on your cell dog f** help dog, cold turkey that b**h And I bet you that you don't want go through it again I'm through with it man, I done left it alone And f** turning back, cause I done left it alone [Hook] (*talking*) Yeah, and it's like that ya heard me I'm a living testimony to that monkey That nasty untamed gorilla, ya understand I feel you n***as hurting, I know how it is you understand Waking up 8:00 in the morning, yawning Body aching and you broke, don't know what to do You understand, but you gotta do something Cause that gorilla gon pimp you, you understand He gon make you go get him, cause he gotta eat you understand Either rob, k**, steal it don't matter you understand You gotta get it, the best way you could you understand If you out there drugging or thugging, you understand That's on you man, I ain't hating on you, you understand Yeah and it's like that man, let that man do what he want do If he wanna be out there on the corner shooting up You understand, snorting up, tooting up That's all on him you understand, don't knock a n***a For what he do you understand, he gon come in Just like I came in, you can come in too n***a You understand and it's like that there, I respect you yeah