i could forgive you for something you did by mistake i could forgive you but you just woke up too late but hey remember that night in ma**achusetts long ago was in december, the snow got to the second floor window now i can't imagine your coat in his closet i can't imagine his touch feels as warm, or does it? i do believe you never wanted to tell me what was wrong i do believe you needed to be guilty and be gone 'cause your eyes, they weren't reflecting what you felt and your words, they painted a picture of someone else and i would have rathered instead of trying so hard to save us i would have rathered a little more love instead of what you gave us i'll be ok, though it may take some time to start i'll be ok, as soon as i can heal this heart in just a moment i'll say a last good bye to you in just a moment i'll try to put your face in the rear view and still i wonder, was it just some crazy spell i was under that let me find the heaven in the hell now i can't imagine you sitting by the fire with him with the same books, in the same chair, the same cold winter wind